Genetically Flawed
I just shook my head at them. How could they have so little confidence? Change is good! It makes you a better person! Everyone should totally change their life periodically!
Last week I was just shaking in fear about this job. Shaking that I wouldn't get it. Shaking that I would. Afraid to want the job because that would mean that I would not get it.
It seems that I got more from my mother than fat knees and the ability to kill plants by looking at them.
I have a little breakdown last week. Just freaking out and worrying and I am still freaking out and worrying. I alternate between having absolute confidence in myself and believing that any moment I will exposed as a fraud.
I belive honestly that I have a genetic flaw.
Which means mocking my family has become hypocritical instead of distasteful. DAMN IT that ruins my favorite sport.
So keep your fingers crossed for me . . .or don't. Turns out I will be upset either way.
Perhaps I need a PayPal button to fund the therapy I obviously need.