Still in My Hole

Gladys' funeral was today. Very helpful. I only snapped at J a dozen times. I only considered beating up three or four people. All in all I think I am dealing with the anger portion of grief alright.

I know that the worst of it is over for me. For her family it isn't, but for me it will get better and easier from now on.

It just doesn't feel like it right now.

I have been in my hole for a few days now. I don't really answer the phone. I don't really want to talk to anyone. I am sure I will feel more myself soon.

I hope so anyway.